only the weakest always show their strength
it’s just an assurance, an affirmation, a security  
we keep pretending that things are so fine
especially when we dont know what to do

we just dont even have a nerve to admit our fears
despite how well we know
that the only thing we shoud fear is fear itself

I wish I were strong…blah blah blah

just like the way Liam laughs at the beginning of this song
when he says he just don’t wanna fuck up, he just laughs

as if it’s a joke ,, but i know he knows that everyone knows 
that it’s not a joke , not even close!!

Made a meal and threw it up on sunday
I’ve got a lot of things to learn
Said I would and I’ll be leaving one day
Before my heart starts to burn

So what’s the matter with you
Sing me something new
Don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know
They only seem to come and go away

Times are hard when things have got no meaning
I’ve found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and I will not believe in
The things we find behind the door

If your leaving will you take me with you
I’m tired of talking on my phone
There is one thing I can never give you
My heart will never be your home !!!???

So what’s the matter with you
Sing me something new
Don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know
They only seem to come and go away

Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be
The way it’s gonna be, yeah
Maybe I can see, yeah

i figure out what kind of job i’d love to have
i wanna be a psychiatrist!!!
or maybe just a friend to someone with troubles in their head or heart
coz i just dont wanna fuck up
coz i cant stand seeing people fucking up their life away

~~  i wanna heal,,, i wanna feel,, like i’m close to something real ~~

(btw when it comes to this kind of stuff ,the abnormal one
i write in english…i think this’s because i think in english
because i link my thoughts to songs written in english~!)
… see i always do an analysis on people even on me .. especially on me
this is just how i deal with myself !

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